Long ago I was part of the world in slumber. I was highly medicated and doing my best to function in the world. Doing my best to be who they told me to be, and do what they told me to do. I did my best to blend in like the world and those closet to me wanted me to, until one day.....
My gifts arrived on the scene in 2009 while I was pregnant with my second son. My freedom, however, was delivered by a Shaman, in the town own of Prairie du Sac, WI, just a few short years later. I was raised Catholic. I was highly medicated from age 15-32 and carried an atypical bipolar diagnosis. I didn't fit the norm, but I responded to "mood stabilizers," and therefore the label was applied and the chemical slumber induced. It is important to first know where I came from to grasp how far healing can take you.
I was in an intense amount of emotional pain at all times. Often times my emotional pain and unhealed trauma would spill over into migraines, symptoms that correlated with fibromyalgia, and caused unexplained physical pain. At one point in time, though I loved my children more than life itself, I remember saying to my mother, "I cannot keep coming back to this place." I was in agony and truly felt the only way the pain would stop is if I ceased to exist on this planet. No matter how much progress I made in therapy or with medication, my brain found a way BACK to the state of dis-ease. I was one of few that was looking at recommendations such as SHOCK THERAPY to correct the way my brain was firing. Often medication would work beautifully, but then within a matter of months, I was right back where I had started. My body continued to bring me back to what I needed to heal. I was just too unaware at that time to realize that was what was happening.
I wasn't six months into seeing clients independently when I started to get wind of Shamanic healing. I had never heard of the practice, but had clients sharing stories of miraculous healing following sessions with a Shaman. I scheduled a session and off I went to visit my first ever, sincerely talented Light Worker.
I arrived at the office and could hear her preparing. She was singing in a tribal tone and I could hear what resembled rain sticks and drums. It agitated me in ways I struggle to articulate. If you have ever seen Spiderman 3 with Toby McGuire you will remember when the church bell tolled and Eddie Brock (Topher Grace) was separated from his symbiote for a moment. The tone agitated the being and thus weakened it in that moment so that Spiderman could remove the host from the entity that clung to him so as to continue living on this planet. THAT is what I believe was happening in that moment.
A highly agitated me walked into the office, sat down, and gave her my back ground and history. I had been this way for a large part of my life. I had erratic emotional symptoms, but more than anything had very little control over my thoughts. No matter how hard I tried, or was committed to something I did not feel as though I was sincerely in control. Any time I would make plans to heal, carve out time for myself, or even force myself to visualize during a meditation, SOMETHING would get in the way. I felt like I was "cursed." Anything good that I had, did not last for long, most critically, my sanity and THAT was what had brought me to this moment. My boy's deserved a better mother than I was at this time. The anger and rage that burned within me could not be squelched by any medication, talk therapy, nor as it seemed thus far, religion and so here I was...in surrender...open to all possibilities.
We worked together for over two hours. Something shook loose in me that day, but things did not go as I had expected them to. About 2 hours in I became SO angry. It was all I could do to contain my irritation. I could not stop thinking about the cost of the services I had acquired and how they "weren't going to work on me." How "stupid," I was for having spent these funds on something so eccentric etc. I will add here that it was worth every cent and fairly priced. So I started to pretend I was doing better in that moment. Though I do not fancy myself a dishonest person, I strait up LIED to her in that moment to get out of the office. I told her I "felt much better," thanked her and left. I had chose to lie to silence a growing agitation mounting inside of me. It felt volcanic and erratic and though I didn't realize it at the time, I was NOT in control. Something else had a heavy hold on my heart. I was convincing, but a I walked out there door, I knew she was aware I was hiding something. I was still hopeful as I headed home to do my after care. Nothing could have prepared me for the pain I would feel in the next few days.....
I didn't just perform my after care once, I did it THREE times. Changed my sheets, saged my home and took THREE Epsom salt baths in attempt to clear any residual energy and every action left me feeling more pain and sickness than the last. Something was happening to me and I feared NO ONE could save me. I literally had the thought "I might die here," and my phone rang. The Shaman had called and left a message conveying she had felt things were amiss the day I had left. She felt there was more to do and asked me to return her call. Long story short, I was so unwell I had to have someone else drive me to Debra's office and it was there my life began again......
Sometimes healing is like an onion. There are many layers of trauma, pain and energy that must be tended to. Healers know how far they can go with each individual. For whatever reason the first session I had with my Shaman was all my body could handle. I truly see that now. I didn't know enough then to realize that a second session (or subsequent sessions even), were something that could help me. We removed a minor entity during my first session, but the second session I has allowed me to be who I am today and for that I will be forever grateful.
As the Healer worked to remove an entity woven into a curse that had been feeding on fear and emotional pain for nearly two decades, and was raising this entity from my body, I physically FELT something moving up and out of my torso, and the moment the movement ceased, she verbalized "I just cleared the remainder of it's body from yours." I could not stop crying. You see all those years I knew in my heart my hateful thoughts, the seeming "push" in horrific directions, the muffling of my internal navigation, all of it was NOT truly ME. I never felt truly alone in my mind before that day. I knew in my heart I had amazing potential, energy and light but it was buried deep underneath something until that day. I cried because for the first time since I was a little girl, I was in control of my body, my mind, my emotions and my future. I knew in my heart things were going to change from that moment on, and they did.
It is worth noting that though this is not everyone's experience, but I never again required another mood stabilizing medication there after. I no longer carry a diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder and have therapists and doctors that fully believe in what I do. They are supportive, intrigued and loving. Am I perfect? No. But entity attachment is very real. It happens routinely and though I have yet to see a full possession, I do believe they happen more often than we think.
There are many different types of attachments. Our bodies can only perceive a fraction of light waves in this world, that does not however mean that certain rays do not exist. Take X-Rays for example or radiation and it's affects on health. We cannot SEE radiation, but it affects our bodies electromagnetic field and body on a cellular level. Small levels of radiation can lead to cancer, DNA damage and so much more. Entities are of a frequency we cannot experience with the five main sense. We have to use our extrasensory abilities to do so.
Before this past year I would have told you, we were heading into an era of light. I noticed a drastic decrease in "attachments," (also known as suffering beings and entities) in my practice. Though healing are still being scheduled on the regular, depossession work was down. The past six months it has spiked drastically. Fear draws entities to us, and so it is no wonder there has been a spike given all that has been thrown at the world this past year and a half. I suspect humanity is more self aware and thus healing on deeper levels than ever before. I also believe that our shift from 3 to 5D has opened up more possibility, energy and light to illuminate the shadows. I suspect these things have always been here and a part o our world, we are just now of a high enough frequency that we can see them more clearly. As we recognize them and do our shadow work, we ascend and light the way for others to do the same.
I will write more on what one can do to remove such things in the coming weeks, but my own personal experience has been that each time I have acquired one of these attachments, I have needed help removing it. Eventually we each reach a vibration that is no longer inhabitable to these 3 D beings and so for now the best thing you can do it break the drama cycle. Cut off the entities supply of fear, negativity and rage, focus on love and healing, and you will eventually find yourself sovereign. Shamanic Healing was the first form of healing I used to heal. I went on to seek training in Theta Healing and Ashati and have not had an attachment in about 4 years now. Many modalities and forms of energy healing aid in removal of entities and foreign destructive energies.
This week alone I had 3 deposessions. They were all clients scheduled for Mediumship Readings turned Healing appointments within the first ten minutes. Traditional therapy is not often enough to support one through a "Dark Night of the Soul." Energy and Light Work are instrumental in soul restoration and balance. My hope is that one day we come to understand more about the Quantum world and can explain why we can help one another in this unique magical way. Visit our Energy Healing Page for more information regarding Entity/Attachment Removal. Remember 80% of the time a spirit or transdimensional being will attach to a person's energetic field. Only 20% of the time does a spirit attach to land or property. Stay well.
I am a single mom to TWO amazing humans and a Professional Medium. There is nothing more important to me than my boys and my work. We are a (relatively) normal family, with an open heart. We live and breathe to help people heal uniquely in this world.
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I have several Gifts. I am an empath primarily which means if you think it or feel it, I do too. I am clairvoyant which means that I see things, much like a day dream, when I am shown by the dead, what information to convey. Lastly, I am psychic/intuitive, which means I have dreams, get impressions and sometimes fragments of the future. All of my heightened senses combined allow me to help others heal and recover from tragedy, shock and/or trauma, in very unique and intuitive ways.