Last year for the first time in my career I had a client threat. I was seeing clients in my home. This particular client was truly a lovely human, but found herself in a dark place, as so many of us can in this life, and it was the energy of a session that initially helped pull her up and out. One of the details of our session, did not fall together during the time frame either of us had wanted it to. Does that mean it won't ever come to fruition? Ya, maybe it does, but at the time there was no reason to think that it wouldn't. That being said, even the sharpest intutives in the world f up timelines in our multiverse. I can count on one hand how many times I have felt like this over the years but there was something specific about this one case.
This person scheduled a session with the intention to harm me and my family. The day they we were scheduled, I found myself sick with a migraine that wouldn't allow me to raise my head from the pillow. I had to cancel. Were my Guides looking out for me? I would venture to guess I am more protected than I could possibly comprehend in this lifetime.
It was later that week I found out what this client had planned and it rocked me to the core. I refunded and compassionately parted ways with the client, never mentioning what I was told. It was shortly there after my brain spiraled. I wasn't sure how NOT to hurt people. If people were going to open their hearts to me in the most vulnerable moments of their lives, HOW on EARTH was I going to ensure that I didn't hurt them, and/or I didn't create a dependency. I had never struggled with these things before, but here I was. This was such a huge deal to me. I would eventually arrive at a plan to transition from reading to Healing. That was the only way my heart could think of to ensure I didn't inadvertently channel anything that could be misinterpreted or inadvertently hurt someone and so I notified my entire client list.
Fast forward to present day. Without COVID I would never have made the connections with other intutives, professionals, scientists and open minded/hearted individuals. This time of reflection has brought an intense amount of healing full circle. At first I had felt that I needed to place my transition into Healing on hold. Business had slowed, and I hadn't had the right healthy frame of time to roll out the new website and prepare clients before life was turned upside down and so I postponed. I took classes. I ate well. I continued healing my body and mind. I invested in my health and chiropractic. It has taken from January to present to make the decision to continue offering Mediumship work. Session styles will always be in alignment with WHERE I AM AT IN THIS LIFE. I will continue to offer Mediumship and Healing. I will continue to integrate practices that empower others to step into their light and gifts in hopes that this healing ripples out for generations to come. I, nor any of us, will ever be perfect, but I know myself well enough to know that I am very good at what I do and my intentions are profound. That isn't ego talking, that is me, being honest and sharing that Intuitive Work has actually been the second thing in my life, being a mother is the 1st, that I have EVER been good at. When we find our calling the rest just falls into place. My journey includes being a channel for other dimensional energies. I am here to heal, one person at a time, in whatever way the divine see fit to use me.
That one threatening experience rocked me to my core. I gave my power away. I had to heal a lot of what was unearthed via that experience to be sure of where I wanted to go from here. I never did find another human to refer my clients to, but this entire experience pushed me to bring another intuitive into my circle as an intern, so as to truly be able to one day refer others to an intuitive healer with profound love and integrity in her heart. I will share her with you soon.
In the upcoming months I will be implementing some new procedures for groups. I will have an assistant accompanying me to homes and in public settings. Our public groups will be smaller and shorter in length, but I look forward to growing old with you all. I will also be moving to a referral only way of scheduling. I will explain more about this in upcoming months.
We are open for business. Madison Medium will be changing to "Samudra," and we will be offering more healing services as life and training inspire us to do so. Stay well. Be kind to one another and buckle up. The remainder of 2020 is going to be bumpy. Listen to your instincts.
Love & Light,
Owner and Intuitive Healer
I am a single mom to TWO amazing humans and a Professional Medium. There is nothing more important to me than my boys and my work. We are a (relatively) normal family, with an open heart. We live and breathe to help people heal uniquely in this world.
How DoES My BRain Work?
I have several Gifts. I am an empath primarily which means if you think it or feel it, I do too. I am clairvoyant which means that I see things, much like a day dream, when I am shown by the dead, what information to convey. Lastly, I am psychic/intuitive, which means I have dreams, get impressions and sometimes fragments of the future. All of my heightened senses combined allow me to help others heal and recover from tragedy, shock and/or trauma, in very unique and intuitive ways.