Long ago I was part of the world in slumber. I was highly medicated and doing my best to function in the world. Doing my best to be who they told me to be, and do what they told me to do. I did my best to blend in like the world and those closet to me wanted me to, until one day.....
My gifts arrived on the scene in 2009 while I was pregnant with my second son. My freedom, however, was delivered by a Shaman, in the town own of Prairie du Sac, WI, just a few short years later. I was raised Catholic. I was highly medicated from age 15-32 and carried an atypical bipolar diagnosis. I didn't fit the norm, but I responded to "mood stabilizers," and therefore the label was applied and the chemical slumber induced. It is important to first know where I came from to grasp how far healing can take you.
I was in an intense amount of emotional pain at all times. Often times my emotional pain and unhealed trauma would spill over into migraines, symptoms that correlated with fibromyalgia, and caused unexplained physical pain. At one point in time, though I loved my children more than life itself, I remember saying to my mother, "I cannot keep coming back to this place." I was in agony and truly felt the only way the pain would stop is if I ceased to exist on this planet. No matter how much progress I made in therapy or with medication, my brain found a way BACK to the state of dis-ease. I was one of few that was looking at recommendations such as SHOCK THERAPY to correct the way my brain was firing. Often medication would work beautifully, but then within a matter of months, I was right back where I had started. My body continued to bring me back to what I needed to heal. I was just too unaware at that time to realize that was what was happening.
I wasn't six months into seeing clients independently when I started to get wind of Shamanic healing. I had never heard of the practice, but had clients sharing stories of miraculous healing following sessions with a Shaman. I scheduled a session and off I went to visit my first ever, sincerely talented Light Worker.
I arrived at the office and could hear her preparing. She was singing in a tribal tone and I could hear what resembled rain sticks and drums. It agitated me in ways I struggle to articulate. If you have ever seen Spiderman 3 with Toby McGuire you will remember when the church bell tolled and Eddie Brock (Topher Grace) was separated from his symbiote for a moment. The tone agitated the being and thus weakened it in that moment so that Spiderman could remove the host from the entity that clung to him so as to continue living on this planet. THAT is what I believe was happening in that moment.
A highly agitated me walked into the office, sat down, and gave her my back ground and history. I had been this way for a large part of my life. I had erratic emotional symptoms, but more than anything had very little control over my thoughts. No matter how hard I tried, or was committed to something I did not feel as though I was sincerely in control. Any time I would make plans to heal, carve out time for myself, or even force myself to visualize during a meditation, SOMETHING would get in the way. I felt like I was "cursed." Anything good that I had, did not last for long, most critically, my sanity and THAT was what had brought me to this moment. My boy's deserved a better mother than I was at this time. The anger and rage that burned within me could not be squelched by any medication, talk therapy, nor as it seemed thus far, religion and so here I was...in surrender...open to all possibilities.
We worked together for over two hours. Something shook loose in me that day, but things did not go as I had expected them to. About 2 hours in I became SO angry. It was all I could do to contain my irritation. I could not stop thinking about the cost of the services I had acquired and how they "weren't going to work on me." How "stupid," I was for having spent these funds on something so eccentric etc. I will add here that it was worth every cent and fairly priced. So I started to pretend I was doing better in that moment. Though I do not fancy myself a dishonest person, I strait up LIED to her in that moment to get out of the office. I told her I "felt much better," thanked her and left. I had chose to lie to silence a growing agitation mounting inside of me. It felt volcanic and erratic and though I didn't realize it at the time, I was NOT in control. Something else had a heavy hold on my heart. I was convincing, but a I walked out there door, I knew she was aware I was hiding something. I was still hopeful as I headed home to do my after care. Nothing could have prepared me for the pain I would feel in the next few days.....
I didn't just perform my after care once, I did it THREE times. Changed my sheets, saged my home and took THREE Epsom salt baths in attempt to clear any residual energy and every action left me feeling more pain and sickness than the last. Something was happening to me and I feared NO ONE could save me. I literally had the thought "I might die here," and my phone rang. The Shaman had called and left a message conveying she had felt things were amiss the day I had left. She felt there was more to do and asked me to return her call. Long story short, I was so unwell I had to have someone else drive me to Debra's office and it was there my life began again......
Sometimes healing is like an onion. There are many layers of trauma, pain and energy that must be tended to. Healers know how far they can go with each individual. For whatever reason the first session I had with my Shaman was all my body could handle. I truly see that now. I didn't know enough then to realize that a second session (or subsequent sessions even), were something that could help me. We removed a minor entity during my first session, but the second session I has allowed me to be who I am today and for that I will be forever grateful.
As the Healer worked to remove an entity woven into a curse that had been feeding on fear and emotional pain for nearly two decades, and was raising this entity from my body, I physically FELT something moving up and out of my torso, and the moment the movement ceased, she verbalized "I just cleared the remainder of it's body from yours." I could not stop crying. You see all those years I knew in my heart my hateful thoughts, the seeming "push" in horrific directions, the muffling of my internal navigation, all of it was NOT truly ME. I never felt truly alone in my mind before that day. I knew in my heart I had amazing potential, energy and light but it was buried deep underneath something until that day. I cried because for the first time since I was a little girl, I was in control of my body, my mind, my emotions and my future. I knew in my heart things were going to change from that moment on, and they did.
It is worth noting that though this is not everyone's experience, but I never again required another mood stabilizing medication there after. I no longer carry a diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder and have therapists and doctors that fully believe in what I do. They are supportive, intrigued and loving. Am I perfect? No. But entity attachment is very real. It happens routinely and though I have yet to see a full possession, I do believe they happen more often than we think.
There are many different types of attachments. Our bodies can only perceive a fraction of light waves in this world, that does not however mean that certain rays do not exist. Take X-Rays for example or radiation and it's affects on health. We cannot SEE radiation, but it affects our bodies electromagnetic field and body on a cellular level. Small levels of radiation can lead to cancer, DNA damage and so much more. Entities are of a frequency we cannot experience with the five main sense. We have to use our extrasensory abilities to do so.
Before this past year I would have told you, we were heading into an era of light. I noticed a drastic decrease in "attachments," (also known as suffering beings and entities) in my practice. Though healing are still being scheduled on the regular, depossession work was down. The past six months it has spiked drastically. Fear draws entities to us, and so it is no wonder there has been a spike given all that has been thrown at the world this past year and a half. I suspect humanity is more self aware and thus healing on deeper levels than ever before. I also believe that our shift from 3 to 5D has opened up more possibility, energy and light to illuminate the shadows. I suspect these things have always been here and a part o our world, we are just now of a high enough frequency that we can see them more clearly. As we recognize them and do our shadow work, we ascend and light the way for others to do the same.
I will write more on what one can do to remove such things in the coming weeks, but my own personal experience has been that each time I have acquired one of these attachments, I have needed help removing it. Eventually we each reach a vibration that is no longer inhabitable to these 3 D beings and so for now the best thing you can do it break the drama cycle. Cut off the entities supply of fear, negativity and rage, focus on love and healing, and you will eventually find yourself sovereign. Shamanic Healing was the first form of healing I used to heal. I went on to seek training in Theta Healing and Ashati and have not had an attachment in about 4 years now. Many modalities and forms of energy healing aid in removal of entities and foreign destructive energies.
This week alone I had 3 deposessions. They were all clients scheduled for Mediumship Readings turned Healing appointments within the first ten minutes. Traditional therapy is not often enough to support one through a "Dark Night of the Soul." Energy and Light Work are instrumental in soul restoration and balance. My hope is that one day we come to understand more about the Quantum world and can explain why we can help one another in this unique magical way. Visit our Energy Healing Page for more information regarding Entity/Attachment Removal. Remember 80% of the time a spirit or transdimensional being will attach to a person's energetic field. Only 20% of the time does a spirit attach to land or property. Stay well.
There is so much going on energetically right now. One thing I’d like to echo is to stay calm and remember that your neighbors reality is not necessarily YOUR reality. That doesn’t mean they are "wrong, bad, ignorant, living a lie, etc." I know that may be hard to wrap our minds around at times.
Have you ever wondered why some of your friends or family have been able to keep their heads down when you were up in arms about something seemingly monumental to you? Or why your neighbor was perfectly happy running the program “I can’t do anything about it so I just accept it...” while you’re busy standing up for freedom (or vice versa)?
Remember the Grand Conjuncture 12/21/20? The final cog fell into place shifting us from our traditional 3D reality to a 5D reality. I assumed when this took place that we would all shift TOGETHER. From what I can tell that isn't necessarily the case. Some continue to remain anchored to our previous state of existence, while others have cut ties and are soaring high or even oscillating between the two realities still.
I was meditating to the sounds of Gaia. A friend sent me the meditation and I resonated with it strongly. When I first listened I fell deep into sleep (quickly) and when I woke I was unable to move. There were two beings to my left. They were mischievous but not horribly malevolent. They never “touched,” me, but I couldn’t move. As I laid there I rolled back and forth trying to free myself. I couldn’t speak and so I forced myself to “la la la” myself to speech. And when I was free my eyes snapped open. I could barely yet move/feel my body but I sat strait up and swung to connect with these mother truckers to my left. As I swung through I heard “They are on the 3rd.” I felt the air on my fist and knew we were safe. The kids sensed something and came in. My oldest asked if I wanted to sage or use palasanto. I declined. I could feel the energy wasn't present where I was in that moment, only where I had been.
The messages I received surrounding that event are as follows. There are multiple time lines and dimensions available to us at any given moment. We are powerful beings. Enough of us have awakened and risen that we have already changed our timeline (in a major way) once this past year. We must understand the power we wield as beings of light in order to further affect our reality. The transdimensional beings in my event resembled "frogs." They were dark in color, possibly a charcoal color but their eyes were green and set high upon their heads like amphibian almost. They were about 4 feet tall or so and didn't speak in our traditional dialect. My understanding of them, was that they were attempting to anchor me to the third plane and that I wouldn't be the only person having this experience. Other's would soon be seeing unique beings in whatever way they were capable of at this time as well. Some may see them as light. Some may hear them. Some may FEEL them by way of dizziness, sleep paralysis, etc. They cannot hurt anyone, but it somehow served them that I/we remain on the 3rd plane. We were still in the integration stages of the 5th two weeks ago when I had this experience. I believe it is the choice of some to remain on the 3rd. My ultimate understanding is that I would not come across attachments/lost souls often in those that had fully transitioned to the 5th, but that we would share this reality with other transdimensional beings. "Possession," of any kind was a third dimensional anomaly and that ascension meant we were sovereign.
Back to our chat earlier about timelines. We vibrate at a frequency that aligns with the timeline closest TO the most consistent vibration we hold. As much as I want the world to be black and white, good or bad and for things to be clear, it isn't. We have fallen upon a time where we are the creators of our own reality, which means active thought and emotion are responsible for much of our world and our perception of events. Some of us have ascended and some of us have remained and that has created a clear division.
The beauty of this is that none of it is good nor bad, it just is. There is soul growth and education in every aspect of our lives. Let's say I believe Holistic is the way to go, the more natural the better. It resonates with my soul in ways that it doesn't with others. Perhaps this was engrained in my chart to experience here so as to heal something in my body that will allow the profound development of future generations. When something resonates with your soul deeply, it doesn't matter whether 100 people or zero people get it. It speaks to you because it's aligned with your path. It is part of how your "cog," will affect humanity. The same goes for your neighbor. They may be aligned with a completely different frequency of events but we are all part of a magnificent cog system that works towards the betterment of all humanity/our planet long term. Allowing yourself to following your internal navigation regardless of surrounding influence is how we journey in this life. Allowing your neighbor to do the same, all the while loving them even when you do not understand their journey is what the 5th plane has to offer us. We all have a role to play in the growth of this Universe. Let there be light.
A quick note about Astrology. The joke around the office is though I am clueless about the astrological changes in our Universe, BUT I feel them approaching and often find patterns in my clients sessions that allow me to understand how these ever changing energies affect us as humans.
After the Sun goes down December 21 we will be experiencing something known as the Grand Conjunction. The alignment of Saturn and Jupiter so bright in the sky that it is said to resemble the "Star of Bethlehem." Just prior to this intense celestial event we have a total eclipse on December 14, helping to intensify the energies of the astronomical event on 12/21. Many articles go on to describe a kind of portal opening and allowing intense influential energies to flow towards Earth and thus humanity.
There are articles all over the internet that tell you astrologically, and in great detail, what this all means for your sign, house etc. What I aim to share is what I feel, and the patterns of change I am observing. In some ways we have never been more connected, but in others, never as divided. What does that mean exactly? It appears as though humanity is divided into poles. It's almost as if the majority of humanity aligns with one of two categories these days, the 3D or the 5D. 3D consciousness is essentially a view of the world from a purely physical state. You are seen as an individual that is separate from others. 3D is about the survival of the fittest, you identify by the material possessions you own, your money and status etc. Many woke Dec 21, 2012 (raises hand....I most definitely woke and grew my intuition in an inexplainable short period of time) and the transition for many has continued has continued. You may not realize this but the Mayan calendar ended that year in 2012 as well and there were many who believed the world would change/end etc. Men, women and children of all ages have come to Earth to help facilitate this transition to 5D. The shift to 5D consciousness looks a lot like an aligned collective consciousness, respect for each individuals path, choices and health. It also includes a higher perspective, conscious awareness of downloads from Creator and celestial sources, knowing, awareness and love.
What can we expect? We ARE energy and when it fluctuates we notice ourselves responding differently to others and processing uniquely within our own minds. As we approach the new year I have begun to notice signs of unifying consciousness. For example friends and colleagues of mine have reported all sharing the same dream (with minor differences/variations) all within days of one another on multiple occasions since this fall. This next one is hard to articulate, but in one weeks time I had an experience where I had truly panicked thinking I had a black snake in my bed. I was wrong, there was nothing there and the kids had not, as I had thought, been playing a joke on me lol, but I could tell it was somehow "important." Within 24 hours my good friend's husband shared that he had been driving and a hawk had flown over his car for at least several minutes, HOLDING a black snake. As he shared his story I was moved to ask on social media, "Has anyone else had a dream or encountered snakes atypically as of late?" Holy hell.....the answer was a resounding yes. Dreams of snakes popping up out of the ground like whack a moles, MANY shared they had seen Hawks or Eagles carrying snakes above their homes, vehicles or otherwise, but the answer was a resounding yes among the intuitive population. What struck me was that we all knew this was more than a dream. The majority of us were moved to look into the symbolism of snakes in late October and continue to heed the message. I received a message that those of us that were unifying in mind should be unifying in physical reality.
With this influx of energy we can expect to be aware of something known as "downloads." As my good friend's husband shared...."Melanie I was peeing and it hit me......It's all a lie, but it sure kept me in line." We both were hit with the identical download on the same day and it was so earth shattering a slight depression followed. Much like it sounds, image the human brain/consciousness as a computer and the download as an idea inputted from the Creator or a force greater than our own. It's a benevolent truth or idea that grows with every ounce of attention you place upon it. Pay attention to the "crazy," as I call it, that pops into you head as of late. I would be willing to bet money on the fact that you have become acutely aware that we aren't alone on this planet, that the departed are not the only forces we are experiencing and receiving messages from on this planet, and that our reality is far more magical, and we powerful, than we were ever allowed to understand. The "Great Awakening," means so many things to so many people but to me it is the shifting of humanities consciousness to a state far greater than where the collective resides at this time.
We may also see societal division. Not everyone is ready for 5D and that is perfectly normal. We are all here to experience different things on the soul level, but the greater the difference in energetic frequencies the more we repel one another. Try not to judge where other's are at. GIVE PEOPLE THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT. Really sit with that last sentence and be aware of auto piloted thoughts/old programming. Don't judge old habits or bad behavior but rather DO BETTER as soon as you can.
Many of you are already vibrating at a higher conscious frequency. The higher your vibe, the less ascension symptoms you will notice in yourself. I was quite sick for some time and only recently started a more detailed return to health and so this leap in frequency is a doozie for me lol. What can we do to ease the ascension symptoms at this time:
1.) Drink lots of water.
2.) Organic fruits and veggies baby
3.) Adaptagen cocktails over coffee, soda and artificial energy. Not sure what "adptagens" are? No problem now is one of the best times you could start looking into all that you put into your body, there is no one size fits all. If you haven't done so previously what better time to start than now given 21% severe reaction rate of the "rushed" substance about to be offered to all).
4.) Oxygen Therapy ( I know Wisconsin winters blow but get out into the woods and breathe deeply) for a minimum of 2-4 hours weekly.
5.) Sunshine/Vitamin D: I do not recommend supplementation though I realize it's recommend by many alternative and allopathic practitioners. Try to plan your hiking days on sunny days and soak up as much sun as possible. If you're unable, set your fruit outside for 20 min or so before ingesting them. The safest form of Vitamin D comes from the Sun, FULL STOP.
6.) Exercise/Sweat: Keep your detox pathways open and your endorphins rolling.
7.) Meditation. In all honesty this should be #1. Meditation is one of the most profoundly healing and energetically integrative tools we have available to humanity. Please visit our event page
for more details on our next Zoom Meditation Groups.
8.)Essential Oils: Any tree oils (Norther Lights Black Spruce, Evergreen Essence, Pine, Sandalwood, Sacred Sandalwood, Frankincense, Patchouli, (though pricey) Melissa will all help with ascension symptoms. The calming oils too, such as Lavender, Peace and Calming, Stress Away, Chamomile, Vetiver, you can find a million and one uses for oils. Again I am not big on ingesting them over food which contains life force, but to each their own. You don't have to be a Young Living human to enjoy oils. Though YL has my loyalty The Health Place (formerly Apple Wellness) sells organic inexpensive oils also. Oils ON the body and/or in the air are better than NO OILS at all.
9.) This will be controversial for some, but we are energetic creatures. Loneliness can breed negative energy, fear and more illness. This is science. We absorb the energy of those around us, look at what the Sun does for us, our immunity and mood. A hug, a touch, a talk....You are NOT alone. We are truly all in this together and I will never leave you behind. No matter what the circumstances.
Stay well all. I am looking forward to feeling the energy of 12.21.20. I am so excited to see what new
So many of you have been gracious these past few years. You have been kind and tolerant as I have navigated my attempts to regain my health following a vaccine injury 12 years ago. At some point I will explain the long version of this serendipitous story, but I wanted to let everyone know that I have been found to be Mercury Toxic and I am going to get better.
I have found a wonderful BioDentist. Dr Holinbeck of Bionica Dental Wellness is the most knowledgeable and thorough dentist I have ever met. From the moment you meet with her team you will know you're right where you need to be to recover your health. In the holistic world, it's important that any true BioDenist/Homeopathic Dentist be IAOMT certified and that they NOT perform root canals. Again, I promise to explain more as continue to heal.
Following Amalgam Removal and a minor surgery I will adapt my schedule accordingly during chelation periods and work towards the healthiest version of myself. I cannot wait to share what I have learned and help other people get their lives back. I cannot believe so many doctors and dentists over looked this. I am eternally grateful for this impending opportunity to heal and to get life back.
I am highly functional and able to do the work I love about 50% of the time as we speak. I LOVE WHAT I DO and am grateful for your understanding these past few years. Nothing will change surrounding my schedule for the next few months. My hope is that I simply continue (with effortless ease) to improve and spread awareness of this issue so no one else loses their health and energy to the hands of a DDS. I thank you all again and look forward to our Witches Circle on Halloween Night!!
Two months ago, a series of clients, fellow humans and family members all began reaching out with encounters of sleep paralysis. Many of the individuals were from various walks of life ranging from high ranking jobs with the state to factory workers. But in two weeks time I had 14 accounts of individuals that had experienced varying degrees of sleep paralysis, the awareness that they weren't alone, and some form of minor to moderate physical discomfort during these episodes. It wasn't long after that, I myself had an encounter, TWO nights in a row.
I did have a sense that I wasn't alone. The only way I can think to describe it to someone who hasn't experienced it before, is that when you close your eyes you have a sense of unsettled anxiety. Your hearing becomes heightened, your ears may ring, you may want to pull the covers up a bit closer to your chin, begin to pray or ask for strength etc. I eventually fell into a deep sleep. When I became lucid I couldn't move, but I didn't feel the NEED to move either. I actually felt as though something loving, was tucking me in, much like when your grandmother sandwiched you in to bed as a kid and tucked your covers tight underneath your bum and legs before giving you a kiss goodnight. I did automatically begin to use an "Our Father," here and soon thereafter stood up and actually walked around the room trying to reorient my body. I wasn't shaken, but I knew something was present with me that night and was curious as to why I had felt the pressure in my lower extremities.
The following night, I asked Archangel Michael to protect me from anything harmful or negative, and called upon Archangel Raphael to return me to my healthiest balanced state of being. I fell asleep and half woke again. Aware I wasn't alone, I had pain in my right hip. I had been working with our chiropractor for some time to correct it. Every damn time I would lift something I would be in pain for several days to follow and tonight I had done a lot of lifting and was in a rough shape. I wasn't fully coherent. Normal Mel would have been all, " So......whatcha doing? Who are you? Why are you here? Can we be friends? etc." But instead I said (within my head), "I am in pain. If you're doing what I think you are, (upgrading and healing those that can aid in healing this planet), WOULD YOU PLEASE HELP ME WITH THIS PAIN?" It was moments. I didn't see anything, but I felt pressure over my right hip and into my SI joint area, mild heat, and it was gone. I have yet to have it return (going on two months now) and that solidified what I had weighing on my heart.
I personally, did not an entity. I felt (what I would call) a celestial being. As I spoke to my clients, friends and family in previous weeks, many had seen extraterrestrial like beings, and when I tapped in I had understood, "The Army of Light Is Being Prepared." I still don't entirely know what that means, but I have stumbled across many unfathomable and profound understandings in my Healing Sessions that have lead me to believe that all whom had encounters during hat period of time and to present were being healed in some way that made them "whole," again.
We are not alone. Many of us are not entirely human. Laugh, PLEASE lol, get it out of your system. I sure did. I STILL question my sanity day in and day out, but thanks to so many of you I know that we are not the only intelligent beings on this planet. Many of my clients have profound abilities to heal, kinetically move things and hover. Remember when you were told "anything is possible?" Quantum physics teaches us this is absolutely true. We have only been made to believe we are meek beings.
I know that when we have these encounters they can be terrifying. I have heard stories of sleep paralysis including a feeling of death and a dark figure. For those of you that have encountered such episodes I encourage you to look into Archangel Azrael and what his role is in our physical world. I do realize there may very well be some negative activity that accompanies sleep paralysis. I am here simply to propose the idea that human beings have been conditioned to fear what/who they do not understand. For this reason when we sense foreign energy it can elicit a fear response. When this happens I encourage you to call upon Archangel Raphael and/or Zaphkiel, Archangel of Binna to protect you from negative energy and those that wish to do harm. Know that if this energy still stands, it is because it does NOT WISH TO HARM and/or is NOT NEGATIVE. Angels do not fail you. They do however listen and act very literally.
Pause when you have a unique energetic encounter. Engauge with the energy and learn to trust yourself and your intuition. It is best to do so in the moment, when the energy is present, but if for some reason that isn't possible you could also convene with Angels, Guides or your departed loved ones later if that makes you feel more comfortable.
We are going through an intense integration of new energies at this time. Normal downloads/upgrades take hours and are often performed at night while many of us sleep, the current energetic waves will be landing on us for several weeks to come. It is also altering (in some areas), how we experience time. If you're as sensitive as I am you may actually SEE a person glitch right in front of you. It looks a lot like "teleporting" in Call of Duty. Learn to surf. Don't be afraid. I know this one is tough but it is necessary for the great awakening to transcend all that is being unearthed in our world at this time. THINGS ARE NOT AS THEY SEEM. Lean into those conspiracy theory friends of yours lol. They know where it's at right now.
Don't be afraid to interact with these new energies. You are not alone. The more we talk about these unique encounters we are having, the new ideas coming to mind, and how they are integrating in our lives the more solid we will all feel and the more united we will become. Don't be afraid to be you in this world. Sending lots of love.
PS. IF you are experiencing something negative and/or are uncertain of how to handle these unique energies on your own, please do consider scheduling an Energy Healing Session. I spent this last week with individuals that were anything but your average human. Our world may consider them witches, as powerful as they are, but we are awakening to the idea that we are more than just meet old humans. Collectively we are powerful when united, which is why so much is being invested to make it seem as though we are anything but. I love you. I am sending love and healing to all tonight. Stay well.
Last year for the first time in my career I had a client threat. I was seeing clients in my home. This particular client was truly a lovely human, but found herself in a dark place, as so many of us can in this life, and it was the energy of a session that initially helped pull her up and out. One of the details of our session, did not fall together during the time frame either of us had wanted it to. Does that mean it won't ever come to fruition? Ya, maybe it does, but at the time there was no reason to think that it wouldn't. That being said, even the sharpest intutives in the world f up timelines in our multiverse. I can count on one hand how many times I have felt like this over the years but there was something specific about this one case.
This person scheduled a session with the intention to harm me and my family. The day they we were scheduled, I found myself sick with a migraine that wouldn't allow me to raise my head from the pillow. I had to cancel. Were my Guides looking out for me? I would venture to guess I am more protected than I could possibly comprehend in this lifetime.
It was later that week I found out what this client had planned and it rocked me to the core. I refunded and compassionately parted ways with the client, never mentioning what I was told. It was shortly there after my brain spiraled. I wasn't sure how NOT to hurt people. If people were going to open their hearts to me in the most vulnerable moments of their lives, HOW on EARTH was I going to ensure that I didn't hurt them, and/or I didn't create a dependency. I had never struggled with these things before, but here I was. This was such a huge deal to me. I would eventually arrive at a plan to transition from reading to Healing. That was the only way my heart could think of to ensure I didn't inadvertently channel anything that could be misinterpreted or inadvertently hurt someone and so I notified my entire client list.
Fast forward to present day. Without COVID I would never have made the connections with other intutives, professionals, scientists and open minded/hearted individuals. This time of reflection has brought an intense amount of healing full circle. At first I had felt that I needed to place my transition into Healing on hold. Business had slowed, and I hadn't had the right healthy frame of time to roll out the new website and prepare clients before life was turned upside down and so I postponed. I took classes. I ate well. I continued healing my body and mind. I invested in my health and chiropractic. It has taken from January to present to make the decision to continue offering Mediumship work. Session styles will always be in alignment with WHERE I AM AT IN THIS LIFE. I will continue to offer Mediumship and Healing. I will continue to integrate practices that empower others to step into their light and gifts in hopes that this healing ripples out for generations to come. I, nor any of us, will ever be perfect, but I know myself well enough to know that I am very good at what I do and my intentions are profound. That isn't ego talking, that is me, being honest and sharing that Intuitive Work has actually been the second thing in my life, being a mother is the 1st, that I have EVER been good at. When we find our calling the rest just falls into place. My journey includes being a channel for other dimensional energies. I am here to heal, one person at a time, in whatever way the divine see fit to use me.
That one threatening experience rocked me to my core. I gave my power away. I had to heal a lot of what was unearthed via that experience to be sure of where I wanted to go from here. I never did find another human to refer my clients to, but this entire experience pushed me to bring another intuitive into my circle as an intern, so as to truly be able to one day refer others to an intuitive healer with profound love and integrity in her heart. I will share her with you soon.
In the upcoming months I will be implementing some new procedures for groups. I will have an assistant accompanying me to homes and in public settings. Our public groups will be smaller and shorter in length, but I look forward to growing old with you all. I will also be moving to a referral only way of scheduling. I will explain more about this in upcoming months.
We are open for business. Madison Medium will be changing to "Samudra," and we will be offering more healing services as life and training inspire us to do so. Stay well. Be kind to one another and buckle up. The remainder of 2020 is going to be bumpy. Listen to your instincts.
Love & Light,
Owner and Intuitive Healer
I am a sensitive individual that gives as much as I have to offer in any given moment. I love my community, my boys, and I want nothing more than health and happiness for each of us in this life. I have worked diligently to recover the health of my family and myself, following multiple vaccine injuries. It is because my soul has been ushered down a path less traveled, time and time again, that I am compelled to share the view from my unique lense. I was given this gift for many reasons, some of which are obvious and beautiful and some of which are more obscure.
As I reopen Madison Medium, and search for a new home base, I continue to lend an exponential amount of thought and time to research many of the state recommended protocols. In the spirit of true health and healing, I encourage each and every one of you to do your own research regarding your health and any upcoming vaccinations that arise from this worldly tragedy. This inoculation is said to be unlike ANY OTHER of our time. I wish you and your family the absolute best and am sending the purest love imaginable to you all during this time of energetic recovery and healing.
What Do Mediumship Sessions Look Like These Days?
I want you to be comfortable. I want your body to have every opportunity possible to heal, remain healthy and at peace. If you feel it necessary to wear a face covering please know I will support your decision to do so. I have allocated extra time in between sessions to sanitize. We use chemical free Thieves Cleaner from Young Living. I do diffuse oils routinely. Please never hesitate to let me know if you are scent sensitive, prior to our appointment.
A healthy energy field is palpable and radiates out about 6 feet in all directions. The majority of my clients have a palpable push back when I get within 3-4 feet. If you pay attention you will feel it too. Many have noted me backing my chair up during sessions to give them more room energetically. So I have always chosen to keep distance, up until the moment of departure which I then close with a hug. I will continue to read the room and thus ask if it's acceptable to give you a hug when we leave, but know today and ALWAYS if that (or anything EVER) makes you uncomfortable, I implore you to utilize that gorgeous God given voice of yours. Your energy is sacred, beautiful and strong. You deserve to feel comfortable and safe within your body and space. My hope is that you FEEL just that, during our time together.
I require an immense amount of free flowing oxygen for my brain to operate in the manner that it does. I have done an intense amount of research and ultimately tested myself and family using a medical grade SPO2 sensor. We all fell into hypoxia within minutes of testing a cloth, N95 and surgical/disposable mask. Hypoxia is a blood oxygen saturation of 88-92%, as opposed to our normal of 98-99%. Again, I support all humans doing what they feel they need to, to feel safe and healthy. Please listen to your inner voice at this time. If fear has obscured that for you, perhaps this could be an excellent time to begin to more completely nurture your soul utilizing meditation techniques, yoga or walks in nature. Meditation is one of many methods that help us quiet the noise by slowing the brain waves, allowing us to receive messages from our Guides, loved ones, Creator, Heal ourselves, heal one another, and more.
I look forward to serving you. My world looks very much like it used to. I realize that doesn't align for everyone. Fear is sadly a powerful tool of control, but it can also be a catalyst to awakening, ascension and transformation. I implore you to move through it. Sending love and healing to you all during this time.
Love and Health,
Madison Medium is open for IN PERSON appointment in Cambridge, WI starting July 1, 2020. You may book online HERE.
The Road Head
About a month ago I announced on social media that I had planned to step away from Mediumship work as a whole this next spring 2020. The very last day I will have Mediums specific sessions available on our menu for scheduling will be March 31, 2020. At midnight on that last day of March I will be retiring the Individual Session and all of the services I Intuitive services I have offered for the last ten years.
I truly believe we all have the power to dial into this unique language and connect our energy to that of our ancestors. I not only know you have the power within yourself to channel spirit uniquely, I know that you have the power to HEAL yourself as well as others with your words, your actions, your vibration, visualizations and most importantly, your authenticity. As we heal ourselves and then each other we raise the vibe of our planet and that is what life is all about.
We as a collective humanity are evolving. Things that were not possible (nor universal) a decade ago ARE now. Empathy, for example, was not something each of us were capable of. Ten years ago it was not a baseline attribute all humans possessed. Now, however, all have this upgrade, and even more are evolving to a level of empathy known as Intuitive/Spiritual Empathy, which in it's own right is an intuitive gift. A way of sensing not just the living, but also the departed and other energies that may be perceived by those with intense sensitivities.
In a nutshell, I intimately connect with the energy around me, whether it's yours, that of the departed or some other metaphysical being. I pull it in and make it my own, filtering it through my system at a frequency appropriate for each individual and it is taxing on my body. Additionally, I am acutely aware that the next wave of healing will be that of the physical body, so that the soul may finally come into alignment, allowing each of you to step into your potential and blaze the trail you were meant to in this lifetime. You all are rock stars and your spiritual compass is becoming so much more clear and is integrating with your consciousness. Your loved ones no longer want a translator, they want a direct line into your heart and that's what I aim to help you support.
As of December 25, 2019 Gift Certificate for Mediumship Specific Services will halt. Primarily because you all have me worried if I don't cut you off I may continue seeing clients well into 2025 lol. We continue to have a record breaking year of Gift Certificates sales and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for that. April 1, 2020 a service menu and updated website will roll out. I will continue relaying messages whenever and where ever I am moved to, during my time with my clients, but the I will be offering a variety of HEALING sessions as well as MEDITATION Instruction.
What Will A New Appointment Look Like?
Anyone that schedules an Intuitive Healing Session will receive a confirmation immediately following scheduling online. When you arrive at New Moon Wellness I will take you back to my office and have you take a seat so we may discuss your concerns and area of focus. Our website will have a variety of Healing Services Listed for all to view. I will be offering Theta Healing, Soul Fragment Retrieval, The removal of foreign/dark energy, Alignment and Balancing of Chakras, The Removal of Limiting and/or Hinder Beliefs, Past Life Readings for the purpose of Healing PTSD, and finally my passion project.....High Vibin' Meditative Mamas. I aim to create an environment where strong independent mamas, (and all humans really) can come individually, in small private groups or in a public group setting, to find peace and balance using the art of meditation. We will offer a variety of meditations: Abundance, Healing, Spirit Guide Connection etc. And in the midst of all of this, especially in meditation, I will be continuing to receive messages and absolutely will pass them on when I am moved to do so during my meditations, but I will no longer be charging for my gift of translation/mediumship as I have in the past. I hope that makes sense. Essentially invest in your own inner peace and if a messages shows up and is powerful, leave with a bonus of awareness and love in your heart.
Meditation is about to become the new Yoga (mark my words). Nontoxic lifestyles, healing with whole food and alternatives, plant juices (holla back oily mamas!!), growing your soul and healing your physical body THAT IS WHAT IS IMPORTANT. We are waking from a long slumber. The pain, many are going through at this time, is the the old trauma of the past surfacing so it may be transmuted. I want to help you see within you, what I know to be there. I want to see that Light shine more brightly than ever before in every single one of you.
Thank you. Thank you for caring about me, for following my story and our family and for all the work you each do in this world. I cannot wait for what to embrace 2020 and all it has to lend to our light. I am doing my best to keep you as informed as I can so as to help as many people as possible before we transition in April. Gift Certificates purchased on or before March 31, 2020 will actually come with a scheduling link that will be hidden from the public as of April 1 2020. You will have 18 months to use your Gift Certificates before they roll into cash you can spend towards Healing Services. We have a NO EXPIRATION policy on the denominations of our Gift Certificates.
I look forward to serving my community and all of it's lovely WAF humans as find their way to me. For those of you who aren't clear on the WAF lingo (Woke as Fu&%). Love to you and yours now and forever.
As I prepare to wrap up my career as a Mediumship solely practitioner, I receive at least ten friend requests per day on my personal page. Every single time I see one of my clients request access, I pause. You see, for a while I was private messaging many of you to prepare you prior to accepting your request. I had felt the need to explain that I am a huge advocate for Medical Freedom and that being a part of my page meant you weren't going to see many mediumship, spirit specific, "namaste your life," types of things. My personal page, Melanie Marie, is for a vehicle where I chose to advocate for medical freedom and parental rights.
Regardless of your view, my boys and I, were vaccine injured and what I found when I began researching absolutely terrified me. All over the country states are mandating ALL vaccines recommended on the CDC schedule (HPV and flu vaccine included) in order for children to stay in school and attend daycare. I, personally, have a medical back ground in veterinary medicine and so I know vaccine free children are not to be feared, nor are they a threat to public health, but I want to open up the floor for honest and respectful discussion and ensure those with questions have a place to ask questions. Here are just a few of the things you will find if you begin researching independently:
1.) As of 1986, you are unable to sue any vaccine manufacturer for any reason. If your child dies, becomes injured, should your doctor use a vaccine past it's expiration date or the company produces a bad batch: You have no recourse. Full Stop.
2.) VAERS is a Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System (run by the government and funded by your tax dollars) that allows parents to file a claim of vaccine injury and/or death. You have 8 years from the moment of injury to file. Parents are then put through years of rigorous testimony with the possibility of a max awarding of $250, 000 for their child's health/life. Ask yourself, has your doctor or pediatrician ever once shared this information with you? Did you know about VAERS or that fever, rash, reaction, seizures etc are all supposed to be reported immediately? They are NOT normal. Have you ever seen a vaccine insert? VAERS has paid out over 4 BILLION dollars in damages since 1986 and an it's estimated only 4% of injuries are being captured by this growing network. Imagine.......
3.) The gold star standard of laboratory testing is a Double Blinded Placebo Safety Study. Not ONE vaccine has every under gone such testing. Not ONE vaccine has ever been studied for mutinogenic nor carcinogenic safety. Additionally, not one study has ever been performed to determine safety during pregnancy. Vaccines are consider "Biologics." You know what else is classified as a Biologic? Humira, Enbrel, Immeron, etc all of which are contraindicated whenever possible during pregnancy excluding when human life is dependent upon them, such as in a Crohn's disease case, as Crohn's disease untreated could potentially pose a greater risk that the biologic itself.
4.) Vaccines were deemed "Unavoidably Unsafe," by the Supreme Court.
5.) The same companies that told us Cigarettes were safe (FDA back in 1950), brought us the opioid crisis, and the Vioxx cover up are the very same manufacturer that produces ALL of these Biologic Injections. The Dept of Health and Human Services were sued in court for vaccine safety violations. HERE
We went from a recommended 12 doses in 1986 to 72 doses in 2019 and there are over 200 more in the making. Our population is sicker than ever before. 6/10 adults have a chronic illness. 4/10 have two or more chronic illnesses.
All over the country states are mandating the full vaccine schedule for entry into public schools and daycare and thousands of children have been kicked from their public school this past year. Peaceful protests are happening all over the world as parents lose their right to claim religious and philosophical exemptions and exercise their constitutional right to bodily autonomy. "Medical kidnapping," due to refusal of medical treatment in search of alternatives, as well as opting out of vaccines, are truly at an all time high yet there is NO news coverage.
Regardless of where you stand, where there is a risk there must be a choice. No one knows a child better than their parents. No one advocates for a child's health more fiercely than those that love and honor them as family. The next civil rights movement is here.
There is no substitution for your own research. We are so lucky to be alive during a time of waking. We. Are. Evolving. Our bodies are demanding higher frequency foods, interactions and love, to function at our best and heal. We are truly becoming free, but the process is nothing short of agonizing as we break loose from an age old illusion. You and only YOU know what is best for your soul and that of your family. I welcome you on my personal page, but know that my content there is VERY different yet equally as big a part of my life as my work with the grieving.
We are a meditation loving, essential oil slinging, organic eatin, toxin free household and I will continue to share ALL that I know with everyone that wishes to learn and grow along side of me. This entire crazy, messy, lovely journey made me the medium, mom and advocate I am today. Sending love to ALL. Let's break through the fear so we can heal, love and grow together. XO
Looking for more information on vaccines?
Please consider following my friend and Toxicologist Ashley Everly. She wrote The Vaccine Guide and you can find the downloadable version HERE.
Never hesitate to reach out to me if you wish to grab a cup of coffee to discuss, need some literature, or have questions about how our story unfolded, how we recovered our kids. Our family is 70% healed but will never be the same. When we know better, we do better. Now you know WHY I advocate as hard core as I do. It is important to my family and everyone that we love. Take care of yourselves. Peace and Freedom. XO
My mother often says, "The best thing about life is it never stays the same. On the contrary, the worst thing about life is it never stays the same....." so true Mom.
For the last decade I have had the pleasure of sharing space with those doing their best to survive some of the most Earth shattering losses one could imagine. I have never taken for granted the way people open their hearts to me. I have always been so careful to handle the soul as tenderly as possible, as I know it is shattered into a million pieces following the departures of those we love dear. Thank you for allowing me such an honor.
I have decided to step away from Mediumship solely this coming year. As of March 31, 2020 Madison Medium/Melanie Fritz will become Chandra Wellness, an Intuitive Healing and Meditation Practice. I have adored every heart felt interaction and relationship I have been allowed to nurture over this past decade and wouldn't trade it for anything. Many have asked me why the sudden change in structure and offerings when I am so wired to channel as a Medium.
In truth, we are all wired to connect to Creator and the Other Side. Every single one of us has a God given gift to connect to, and communicate with, those that have left the world before us. We all have this ability, it just needs to be nurtured. Meditation, Self Care, and Nutrition are an amazing foundation to build your gifts upon. The funny thing is, I learned the importance of nutrition and self care long after I began my practice and so my body has been playing catch up. My gift somehow causes this system of mine to secrete adrenaline. I am working hard to rewire that at this time, and have learned to support my body and brain differently (Thank You Medical Medium, Anthony William!!) but it's a process. I was under the mistaken impression that when we decided to heal with food and detoxify, that it was a painless and a much easier process than it actually has been for me. I haven't been SICK this past year, contrary to what I had thought, I have been HEALING. Someone wise recently said to me, "Sometimes we have to experience the death of who we used to be, before we can be reborn." Holy bananas has that rung true in my life.
If I am being completely honest, many healers and intuitives in this world struggle with boundaries and health at some point in their existence. We care SO MUCH about helping others, that it can be difficult to walk away when we make connections with those that are suffering, especially when we start the see the light beginning to shine again. I for one, have often felt like I needed to "heal the world," and tend to burn myself out when it comes to Mediumship offerings. I have not yet figured out how to manage that bleeding heart of mine lol and that is fine. Intuitive Healing as well as meditation have the polar opposite affect on my body. As I help others heal, I myself heal. Neat eh? So what do I plan to offer moving forward?
I am not going away. I will continue to work at New Moon Wellness, my new business name is Chandra Wellness. Chandra means Moon (heart swoons). Chandra will offering Intuitive Healing, and Meditation Coaching, but let me explain what that means:
Intuitive Healing Is a metaphysical/intuitive based form of healing used to help those struggling with illness, emotional distress, energetic concerns, modern day curses, and limiting beliefs. When used appropriately it often has an immediate affect on physical and emotional health.
What does Intuitive Healing look like? We discuss your concerns, and preferred area of focus. You hop up on the table, get cozy, close your eyes and I get to work. We combine, Reiki, Theta, Mediumship (if called for) and energy clearing to help you become the best version of yourself. Each Session is one hour, unless otherwise specified and subsequent sessions may be warranted. Healing isn't one size fits all, and so we combine all that I have learned to help you heal and walk your path in this world. Messages absolutely will continue to flow through me, but they will not be the focus of my time with my clients.
Meditation The healing benefits of Meditation are heavily documented. Don't take my word for it, research for yourself. I will be offering one on one guided meditation as well as group meditations every Sunday morning at New Moon Wellness. You can schedule a one on one meditation HERE, but Chandra won't be completely up and running until April 1, 2020. I aim to teach as many mamas and papas in the world how to set down their Apple devices, throw down criss cross apple sauce on their granite counter top and namaste the shit out of their day. Meditation is self love for the soul and though you need not rely on someone else to attain the benefits of this practice, energy travels from it's highest frequency to the lowest (be it pressure, voltage or temperature: Second Law of Thermodynamics) and for this reason sharing space with other high frequency spiritual peeps of similar intention really makes a difference AND keeps us accountable ensuring we see this gorgeous, soul restoring transformation, through. I know so many people that just need to get out of their house (and head) to practice and I aim to fill that void for people. Meditation has completely changed my life, as has Theta Healing, and Essential Oils, and I want that for everyone that wants that for themselves. I aim to help bring YOU back to YOU. I aim to empower people to create their own healing in this life, to help them find the tools necessary to heal as much within themselves as they wish to.
As of April 1, 2020 our service menu will reflect these changes and I will no longer be offering Intuitive Mediumship Sessions with a focussed intention on connecting to loved ones, I wanted to make sure and allow everyone as much time as possible to process so I didn't leave anyone out in the cold. Again, thank you for allowing me to grow in this way.
THANK YOU, for being a part of my life. I know that not everyone will wish to accompany me on my new trajectory but I hope you know I will always have a place in my heart for each and every one of you and the loved ones you allowed me to connect you with. You blessed ME with this opportunity and I will never take your love and compassion for granted. Thank YOU for loving ME.
I am a single mom to TWO amazing humans and a Professional Medium. There is nothing more important to me than my boys and my work. We are a (relatively) normal family, with an open heart. We live and breathe to help people heal uniquely in this world.
How DoES My BRain Work?
I have several Gifts. I am an empath primarily which means if you think it or feel it, I do too. I am clairvoyant which means that I see things, much like a day dream, when I am shown by the dead, what information to convey. Lastly, I am psychic/intuitive, which means I have dreams, get impressions and sometimes fragments of the future. All of my heightened senses combined allow me to help others heal and recover from tragedy, shock and/or trauma, in very unique and intuitive ways.