Own That S*#@

3/11/2019

Owning who you are, the pain in your story, and all that brought you here, will inevitably set you free. We ALL have trauma, every last one of us. Sharing, will never be in vein. When you're moved to open up about your experience, ripples of compassion, faith, and hope are sent out int othe world, no doubt, unbeknownst to you. BE YOURSELF. OWN YOUR STORY. Straighten that crown. XXO -Mel

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MY Story

I am a single mom to TWO amazing humans and a Professional Medium. There is nothing more important to me than my boys and my work. We are a (relatively) normal family, with an open heart. We live and breathe to help people heal uniquely in this world.
When I was 28 years old and unexpectedly pregnant with my second son, my life changed overnight. I began to hear a woman's voice. She told me her name was "Suzanne." I heard a buzzing that first night. I walked through the whole house searching for this voice and sound, and found myself in our bathroom. I was facing the bathtub and the wall of curtains standing between me and a loud noise
. I heard a Lion roar so loud I thought that if I pulled back the curtain I might be eaten alive. I heard the Superman theme song and she told me her name was Suzanne over and over and what I remember most was a.) I wasn't afraid and b.) How the information was being relayed. It took me three days to tell my son's father. I was so unnerved that I had called the Psychiatrist and scheduled an appointment. I struggled with severe postpartum after my first son was born and this took the cake as far as psychotic breaks go. I was one of the rare few that landed in the Psychiatric Department for a solid week post delivery and I had good reason to be afraid I was struggling again. You see, this was the first time in my life, that I had been off all antidepressant and mood stabilizing medications. I had been heavily medicated for what my doctors now recognize are my unique gifts. My system was clear for the first time and that was terrifying to me. Little did I know this was the beginning of my awakening.
Three days after my first encounter with Suzanne, I EMAILED Josh. I told him I feared I was losing my mind, and that I may need to reach out to the UW Psych department. I was hearing voices and I didn't have any control over when and how it happened. Needless to say, Josh raced from American Parkway in Madison, WI to Cambridge in under 30 minutes. He walked in the door and said, "What did she say?""
"I heard the name Suzanne over, I heard the super man theme song, a lion roaring. I was NOT never afraid and I had the most beautiful calm, peaceful endorphin rush (like) feeling as I laid there each time....." With tears in his eyes Josh had said, "My grandmother's name was Suzanne. My mother was a Medium that worked closely with the Madison Police Department back in the mid to late 80's. She has not been able to contact her since she died three years earlier. She was one of the few people that knew, I wanted to name my son after Superman." We would deliver our son, CalEl William, (CalEl after Kal-El, Superman's Kryptonian name, and William after Suzanne's loving husband, Josh's grandfather) in August of 2010. He is the strongest, and loudest, roaring Leo (The astrological Lion) I have ever met. The love I felt those three days urging me to share, allowed me to realize that energy never dies. It cannot be destroyed, only transferred from one form to another (2nd law of Thermodynamics). It is intelligent, intentional and loving. Relaying a message changed my life, as did my time with my Josh's family. They supported what I was to become, and showed me that anything is possible. I will forever be grateful for what my son, and that period of my life, helped to transform within me. It is what brought me to serve the departed and those that seek to heal uniquely.

How DoES My BRain Work?

I have several Gifts. I am an empath primarily which means if you think it or feel it, I do too. I am clairvoyant which means that I see things, much like a day dream, when I am shown by the dead, what information to convey. Lastly, I am psychic/intuitive, which means I have dreams, get impressions and sometimes fragments of the future. All of my heightened senses combined allow me to help others heal and recover from tragedy, shock and/or trauma, in very unique and intuitive ways.

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